Remember my last post? The one where I’m all sad and emotional? Well nothing has changed that much. I’m less in the dumps but I’m pretty much in a bad mood all the time. I have lost a lot of motivation and I don’t look forward to much. Due to this I’ve found a direct correlation between motivation and inspiration which explains my lack of content on YouTube and on my blog. Let’s face it, when I was a happier person I was posting all the fucking time. But now A Thoughtful Bear? More like a Sack of Shit Bear. Guys, I suck. I need motivation and I need your help.
My articles, for the most part, seem to help a lot of people in iffy situations in life. I’m so happy that they do, and I’m so upset that I’ve had people telling me that my sadder posts recently have been making them feel like crap because they can relate. And although I think there is beauty in misery (especially shared misery), there has to be more. There has to be more than just waking up everyday, looking to suck the day’s dick and scrape by, there has to be more than just saying “life’s tough, then you die,” every time something bad happens. Let’s face it, that negative shit is obvious. Everyone knows that life isn’t fair, it’s like claiming that the sky is blue and that the air is clear. Stating the obvious doesn’t make anything anymore true than it already is, so I’m going to stop being so negative. I’m going to try to be a more outgoing person because that’s what this blog started out as. I’m excited for some change, are you, HELL YEAH YOU ARE. Fuck that sad shit, get that outta here. A Thoughtful Bear is making a comeback bitches.
